Minggu, 19 Agustus 2012

I Still Love That Perfect Bitch

Somebody ask to me "how is your day gone?"
and i said "really fun....". I answer that wit many lies in may face because in fact i feel so many heart inside. I don't know what is that. I just confusion. There's so many thaing that i want to scream. But i had to control my self........
sometime tears will breaking your sad but i can't do it. I can't cry if i have some problems. But when i'm okay an remember when i sad i feel so stupid and want to kill my self or jump out from the second floor. How i can be so sad when i have a family and good friend? it cause her...
yeah, she spike me into my heart and she steal it. Its ok if i can't buy another love, i can make my own love. But my feeling to her is too deep to dive. That perfect bitch has been stolen away my heart and i think i sincere because i still love that perfect bitch

NB: Don't read just the word that i wrote but research the mean of the word that i wrote because i write it with feeling and heart :)

Inspiration from kanye west's song - Perfect Bitch

Selamat Lebaran Semua

Hari ini Minggu, 19 agustus 2012.....



Takbir berkumandang dari kemarin malem, gak kerasa sekarang udah malem takbiran lagi. Pagi hari gw sama ilham berangkat solat eid di lapangan karangpawitan. Tradisi yang rasanya sulit buat gw tinggalin karena dari kecil setiap tahunnya kami sekeluarga selalu solat eid disana. Terasa banget momentum lebarannya. Tapi yang ditunggu - tunggu di hari lebaran adalah makanannya. Opor ayam, ketupat, sambel goreng ati, emping goreng, ditambah taburan bawang goreng..... Beuh asik banget deh pokoknya apalagi kalo buatan ibu sendiri.
Namun makna hakiki dari hari lebaran adalah silaturahminya. Gw sekeluarga keliling ket rumah uwa - uwa gw. Maklum karena ibu gw adalah anak yang paling bungsu jadi harus kami yang jalan kesana.

Hal yang paling mahal dari hari idul fitri adalah kebersamaan keluarganya. Walau sekarang gw udah jarang dapet THR karena faktor umur (hehehehe) tapi value of day nya gak berkurang sedikitpun dari hari - hari sebelumanya.
Happy Idul ftri all, have a good time with your family :)